Wednesday, December 17, 2008

the sound of her heart


some six degrees of freedom away
closer in the beat, the silence between
now I know what she meant

she was a musical 20 something;
she liked to walk her dog
gave recitals until the car crash

she wrote a violin concerto in B minor
a homage to Brahms
the harmonics of the heart

under water in my bath
while pulling at the ridge scar on my chest
I can hear her violin somewhere in the distance

Saturday, December 06, 2008

the wind in sigh'd


lay down, may she row, sarshar-sharade
make current up-down the spinal tree
from Afghan deserts to the inside of me
sigh to all of our enemies who loved
lived and died by their windy tree
where they were blown out to a farther sea

let go, know, believe I am gone farther
where all the dead sing as Angels fall in fire
sleep so, watching o'er you

some come from beside your bed
when the wind seeks them out for tears
to shed, for the ocean needs them
don't believe me my tears
loose yourself in yours
the wind has come again

Sunday, October 26, 2008

an arc ever recedes




whirling dance
each step realized as
the song of a Zykir

reflections in the mirror ( your eyes )
clear -- you hold the ISIS
attention on your heart

turning, turning toward
the infinite in
round about each other

now intensely here
interested in our circling
attractions that don't repel

falling for each other
longing to catch up

Saturday, October 25, 2008

bent toward infinity

oh, child of lost innocence
steeped in unjust miseries
speak to us
call out from your tears
fallen from secret fears

darkly the plaint of wasted dreams
doubtful conflictions
dust and ashes
time to time to time
dire, unconnected, meaningless ...

where is your Mother now?
she cradles
the Moon
her orb undifferentiated
her light softly, clean:sing
an ancient cares:sing,
lullaby sweet child of Earth

... that you're sent away
while your light aspires fiery to far heights
far from home, fallen star
in agonies burned ...
fall further still, come crashing, spurned ...
while you shake in uncertainty ...

... wing up to that sky
that wondrous sky
into which you'll fly
oblivious of gravities pain
wing up again…

you're a natural mutation
an ever reaching biological organism
a self determining intelligence
a longing ancient ache
wild and creative
bent toward infinity

the way of this life
every tear a cleaning
laughter o'er fear!
sweet child of wonder
oblivious of gravities pain
wing up again
and again…

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Fixed Stars and moving comets make no apologies

planets follow these larger truths
easily illumined by the piety of stars
carried on the stillness of impartial night

there is no punishment for cooperating
with administrations from on high
as they preside unawares that you seek their counsel

comets have to mean much more
ideally positioned to risk discordance
warning you about what you've attracted from within

obsession with various illnesses
and failed efforts contribute to the wars
you survive as a convenient vessel for guilt and anger

rigorous transits leave their scars
a man suffers from the passages of light
there are people in the Vatican who covet these Saints

we should celebrate them
as we watch their retrograde movements
against the flash of Celestial fires flowering into sudden infinity

Friday, October 17, 2008

aDjuncTs

a relative perception
this intimate dance of
adjuncts and quantum f l u c t u a t i o n s

poking and prodding
these open mouths, these tongues
these words, making light bend
these fires burning twice as bright
where stirs a glowing passion for me to burn again

death is a lover endlessly coming
thrumming the heart away
no need to fret, worry or muddle
cuddle her as I lay
fall into deep, infinite sleep
weep that I cannot stay

Saturday, October 11, 2008

wells up

while only a dream rolling deep inside the sea
a ghostly fire startled me
I fled to fields where tall grass rolled in wind
fell upon the earth, look to the sky
I know not why, I know not why
but I must fly, wells deep inside of me

yearning

this thick air, these wings, lifting --
am i cloud, can i know the sky?
soar in darkest night, stars see me?

this hard earth, these feet, every footfall --
I walk in mud, press soft clay
to darkest loam, where worms have wept.

this water, these eyes, looking around --
I watch the wave, rolling with sea
into darkest blue, where whales dive deep.

ghost fire, ghost thoughts, they burn me --
yearning passion, can i sear as light?
rise in darkest smoke, where sparks are free?

Thursday, October 09, 2008

9 8 9 sylabacate

this thick air, these wings, almost lift me --
can I touch soft clouds, know the sky?
soar in darkest night, where stars can see

this hard earth, these feet, each n'every step --
can I walk in mud, know I'm clay?
sink in darkest loam, where worms have wept

this deep water, these eyes, look'n all 'round --
can I watch the wave, feel the sea?
dive in darkest blue, where whales make sound

this ghost fire, these thoughts, burn inside me --
can I yearn passion, sear'd as light?
rise in darkest smoke, where sparks are free

elemental yearning






this thick air, these wings, almost lifting me --
can I touch soft clouds, know the sky?
soar in darkest night, where only stars can see

this heavy earth, these feet, each n'every step --
can I walk in mud, discovering I'm clay?
sinking into darkest loam, where only worms have wept

this deep water, these eyes, always looking around --
can I watch the wave, feeling the sea?
dive into darkest blue, where only whales make sound

this ghostly fire, these thoughts, burning inside me --
can I yearn with passion, searing into light?
rising into darkest smoke, where only sparks are free

Saturday, September 27, 2008

a purplish glow around the horizon

a melodious resonance
ripples on a Japanese pond
adoring her naked approach

a red sky gathers around the mountain
sunlight breaks through cloud
a turquoise Dragonfly alights on her finger

shimmering the mystery of attraction

Friday, September 19, 2008

a metis' on read'in an write'in an rithymtak'in


-- so this is rapp'd as a solid lead on
getting us through what wounded reason calls the burden of proof --
writeous -- it's my first Meti's rap song -- the idea was to rap some
past where the Nun's beat us with their pointers in disgust and the
Math teacher held us on the board by the throat 'til we got the
numbers drill 'd down in to spit out agin -- the piece is a reflection
of the piece called the burden of proof after all --

so sung to a Rap beat -- a metis' on read'in an write'in an rithymtak'in

we got 'em smashed
in our face 'til my musical soul
hid in some uddar place --

runnin from chair to chair
while the smart chilren stare
made me feel disgrace --

innah my mind
countin' vowels and signs
to catch up with all dey said --

it got me mixed up
annah failed the grade
an dey ignor'd me like I was dead --

da music went away
den one day
while sitt'in by a stream --

bubbles came an go
an in dat babbling brook
da music started to play --

in a 'chunk of memory
a music weave'd annah numbers seem'd
to agree --

words an numbers bubble inna brook
annah music weaves lik da wind in trees
every where dat I look --

Sunday, September 14, 2008

the burden of proof



the way of words
falls down unlearnt
tingling up my spine --

after words
inside this box inside the box
outside in speeding to your mind --



if heavens fuller brilliance
could reach your separate hell
in words worked out of wordless irony

within the sound without sound
which light makes bent before black eternity ~~~

Monday, September 01, 2008

the fool and eye


look better when shaped
as it trains the eYe to dance instead of crawl
for when eyes crawl they wither in their look

look here you've made them open wide
to what they've turned inside
to throw away the book --

the writer writes from his watery brain
which flows through his pen
and into your watery eye as water again --

so if by that write overflowed as tear
as glint in the watery eye
as pome the word is made clear --

so we are changing
and even this iconic who 'I AM' changes
and I am that I am again --

the Fool and I are one together
we travel around this world and whether
or not it is clear to you and me

the world is Love so blissfully
and see that dog pecking at my heel
and the cliff looming a footfall away



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let's discover realms and realms of improbable verities -- let me wander in the realms of Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus while getting my skull cracked in the process learn to listen to the end of a space in the differences - so I'll have one two: between French and English while realizing that my Heart is a synonym for my Soul

Monday, August 18, 2008

the goatherd's crooked staff

Tuesday Lobsang Rampa made
tea so his Third Eye could open
to see dreams fortifying in aspiring hearts
as they reach for the next beat in their comings and goings

Socrates played the lyre by
banging on the strings while
humming and hawing about the trouble of
always stressing and straining against the chains
though he loved Phaedrus in the Symposium
it was Xanthippe that made him a muse

Hermann Hesse spoke in tongues
while translating the synapses of a goatherd
who arranged new ideas like glass beads
which almost always came undone
except when Siddartha played the lute
in exchange for his crooked staff

Nietzsche saw the cunning linguist
would never solve the puzzle of the dead body
which Zarathustra carried to his bed like a wolf
where he lay dying of syphilis wrapped
in the wool of many sleeping sheep

for many restless nights they looked up at the
stars in the same Elysian fields where
the goatherd lay asleep
dreaming

Thursday, July 31, 2008

eyes crawl

in words
grace falls
falling from the page

falling down for quite some time
every soft silence is falling
every flying dream
falls swiftly down

every enjambment
every word
every note
falls down to
your feet

where the beat
lifts it up again
where the ache
begins again
where you dance
it up
and feel your Heart

again

where you lift your eyes
from the mud to the skies
looking like an Angel or a dirty Saint

seeing the words in the clouds and the rain
in the stars and galaxies filled with dust and fire
in the wars of men and the gathering of moths
in the sweetest honey mead and your broken guitar
in the sea and the wind and the shadows of the street
in the secret in your eyes

where you

see the space
where my pen aches

Zenses

these eyes which clearly see,
only see shadows, partial images, dust and ashes;
mere reflections ... I am blind!

these ears which soundly hear,
only hear echoes, random noise, modulated vibrations;
cacophonies ... I am deaf!

these lips that move to speak,
only mouth nonsense, utter prattle, articulate nothing;
spacious double-talk ... I am dumb!

these senses cannot grasp the ineffable nor embrace the infinite!
You are beyond the reason of mere understanding,
I am struck deaf, dumb and blind,
by Your beauty and mystery!

nevertheless, You are in this Heart caressed ...

edges as parting lips

sea the Moon
interlaced by waves
a tessellating path of light
trees, water and visions of whales bursting through

those edges where life
and death merge
the sea, the land,
you and me

abundant and wet
blow holes, anemones, starfish and mussels
a fish wriggles longingly to the shore gasping in the Sun
an evolutionary urge; that Sun sets in the Sea,
your tongue in me --

it doesn't mean a lot, the fish edging to that last gasp:
it is everything to kiss you
it is ...

Friday, July 11, 2008

a hurried sentence came over me

while my hand gently grazed over the paper
my pen began to tremble

outside an empty car stole the silence
shooting lamps of red and white
the horn bleating of theft when no one was there
to hear it

in my unfolding book
of poems it is like that

Sunday, June 15, 2008

jellyfish back strophe



sHe disturbs meaning
~ in rhythmic pulsation ~
exciting to fluorescence a deeply subtext'd verse;
'but don't mistake a stinging strophe for arrogance.'

'that's just fierce presence,'
moved by waves of astonishment
cascading through a nervous and vascular system
spontaneously overflow'd {sea through}

with a reaching iridescent tentacle
sHe simply, elegantly, fluoresces a gleam in your eyes ~~~